What to do now!

On Wednesday I had my gallbladder removed, I have to say I was so nervous before surgery and now I’m eager to feel better and get back to my normal routine. It is quite funny how much we take for granted, sure I was tired most mornings and sometimes dragged my butt just to get going but it seems so funny now, as I sit here in pain trying to figure out what I should try and eat without making myself nauseated. My lower back has been giving me shooting pains here and there and I don’t know if it’s normal or something I need to get checked out, I have to say I liked life a lot better when I was less paranoid about everything but having my children has made me crazy paranoid and this year I need to learn to let go a bit and relax...that’s the biggest word relax! Hopefully I will be able to get motivated soon, I don’t like not knowing what to eat and toast and water just sucks. I have seven weeks left before I can pick up my baby girl and am awaiting the day. I miss being able to cuddle and tend to my little angels. I’ll keep you updated